it’s my birthday

Originally posted on Losing Grace:
birthday cake Hey everyone sorry I haven’t posted in a while I’m still healing from the surgery. So today is my 33rd birthday. It is bittersweet because I had an awesome day and did everything I wanted to, yet Grace isn’t here to celebrate with me. She would be nearly…

for my mom

Originally posted on Losing Grace:
it is Mother’s Day and I am a childless mother. Grace is gone and today will be hard for me. Jim is taking me out on a date so that will be nice. I wanted to do a special post for my mom. TEN REASONS I LOVE MY MOM 10.…

the sun also rises

Originally posted on Losing Grace:
I am very excited, my mom called me tonight! We had a pretty decent conversation. She talked about how she felt wounded, and I told her that was the last thing I ever wanted to do. I also said that it’s not about hurting her or blaming her, rather it’s…

poem

Originally posted on Losing Grace:
I had a daughter, her name was Grace she had the most beautiful face. for nine months I carried her inside, until the awful day she died. My baby girl never breathed the open air I feel so lost and it’s so unfair. when she was born she was already…

I’m back

Well I did it. I finally got rid of the majority of baby stuff. I kept the crib, some blankets and clothing. I guess I’ll probably keep them forever. I just couldn’t bear to part with them. We got our Molly Bear a few months ago. We love her┬áso much! My arms got sore the… Read More I’m back