I have weaned off wellbutrin. I am no longer taking any psychiatric drugs.
I have been experiencing a lot of muscle/joint pain in the past few months and have been to a few different doctors. They have ruled out rhuemetoid arthritis and fibromyalga but still cannot explain the high inflammation in my body.
We’ve been drinking a little here and there. I don’t see a problem with it.
I have ended friendships with people who proved to be assholes after Grace’s death.
Most days I feel pretty good. I don’t cry or feel sad as often as I used to. Getting the tattoo has really helped me in my grief.
But other days it hits me like a ton of bricks how much I miss her.
I think the worst part is yet to come: Christmas time, her birthday and New Years.
I hope we can get through those times.