another episode

I had another “episode” on Saturday. It was pretty bad. I punched myself in the belly/uterus very hard several times, and slammed my head into the wall. It left a nice lump on my forehead. I went for a walk after, and Jim followed behind me because he was afraid I would do something crazy.… Read More another episode

another sunday

Last night was incredibly rough. I broke down and cried so hard for Grace. I wailed and screamed “I miss her” and “why did she have to die?” I took her urn out (something we rarely do) and we held her ashes and cried together. I seriously do not understand how parents ever heal from… Read More another sunday